Passing on to Heaven

I'm not good with death in the news and I'm defn. not good with death of those in the community but I'm really not good with death in my own family. Who is right? I just let it hit me so hard because I take on the worry and grief of everyone instead of letting myself grieve and just give support. Not sure why I do that.........

I hear my mum's sadness and it hits my core. I hate seeing people I love hurt so much. I know that it will be okay I know that the passing is onto Heaven and I know that God is there with open arms and that all the family before will be up there waiting.

I just need to remember for a few moments and then just keep busy for a little while. I'll defn. do some praying before bed just to release some of the sadness.

Long walks in the garden, learning about trees and different species of plant life that exist outside of Canada, sitting having tea in the back sunroom every morning with the crossword in hand. Long trips to for sightseeing including Sherwood Forest, long visits to the pubs and fancy restaurants............sitting watching the most boring T.V. ever ...but most of all

Sarah Brighton from Phantom of the Opera.......
and I'll never forget my favourtie saying

"BLOODY NORA!" got to love the English.....and you got to love family no matter how near or far on land they are always right there in your heart.

J :)
Bye for now but not forever