I want a jolt, a big jolt of joy to my heart, dance in my step and "wake me up juice" to my brain.
I am working out a lot , eating quite healthy and getting better sleep at night. I had my thryoid medication increased awhile back too. So why am I still so tired? I'm mean some moments in my day are pure exhaustion .....and I ache when I breathe. Even now I"m having a hard time typing.
I really wonder if it is the constant turmoil I'm battling inside every day? The uncertainty of my future ??? Is it the constant tension I feel in the home with my hsb. and trying to constantly to shelter the kids from it. ????
See so tired I can't even finish this entry. Usually I'm a nightowl.....but i'll wake up I"m sure a hundred times before getting up and have at least half a dozen dreams. I should keep a dream journal too as they are so vivid and real. I swear sometimes more. I had a dream about someone the other day and the next morning I saw them after months of not.
Oh yeah everyone thinks they have special powers...lol
J :)
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Special powers are nothing but Gods doing. Only He has the power. But only you have the power to find it in Him. Be patient. This is a lesson that is so hard to learn. It took me to many years to learn this. Now that I am slightly better at it I find peace in the harder times. You will to.
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